plis...hire me!!!

dh bosan sgt dok umah walau xsapay seminggu pun....

td baru lepas hantar resume....tpi die mintak buat semula...

katenye nk sapay spm saje....

(. . .)

then....ape jea nk tulis???

spm sye ade ape jea???

rse seperti sgt dimalukan....

knpe xckap awal2 position tu nk spm jea??

xde la sye bersusah payah ulang alik.....jauh tau dak?!!!

siezly....

yess...i noe....kne start dr asas....

but the thing is....spm thun 2006....sekrg sudah thun 2013....

ape sye nk tulis dlm sengkang masa tersebut???

homaigod.....

hati sye menanges~

10 january

hri ni 10 january 2013....
2 thun lepas 10 january 2011....


2 thun lepas....pertemuan pertama dgn sorg pelajar baru kat 48A.

bende yg plg ingat mase tu....die dgn barang2 die yg byk....kat ruang tamu...
die xbleh masuk bilik die...
die duduk bilik belakang yg muat 4 org...

but then roomate die semua keluar....ade kelas.
dorg xbalek...

yg die ni lak xde kunci bilik...

mase ni x amek kesah pun....
pas lepak kat bilik tetbe bunyi riuh2 kat bawah...
saje la nk join...niat nk menyibuk jea...

tgok mira tga cube nk kopak mangga bilik bawah tu...

yg sye ni lak xnk cmpur...
pegi la kt ruang tamu...tgok2 budak baru tu tga tdo atas sofa kusyen keras sambil peluk bear pink die dgn barang2 kt tepi~

siezly tetbe rse kesian kt die dn tgok die tdo yg lena mmbuatkn rse nk tlog mira tetbe dicetus!
terus mintak hammer kat mira....then try.

sapay nk jatuh la...sentap mangga tu punya pasal...si kema lak jaga belakang...katenye tkot yaya jatuh ke belakang....

sentap punya sentap....mangga xnk cabut gak....
tetbe kema bg idea suh bukak skru selak...

pe lg...terus naek atas...amek beg gajet...kuarkn pemutar skru dn pisau rambo....

dipendekkn cerita....giveup cm tu jea~
penghabisannye....die kne tunggu jugak la dorg balik....


that was the first thing i did to her~


then...we continue our student life as usual...
midnyte movie....hangout....karoake....

sapay la hujung semester....
during critical moment of final exam...

on wednesday....i have IB exam... am having heavy fever...( dh 2-3hri demam)

u ask for my help to fetch u at MC...but i cant~
am very sorry...

even on that day...i was walking by myself with fever.
motor rosak mase tu...
bayang kn jalan kaki tgahri panas...dan demam pun panas...

sapay umah...
lepas rehat....
die balek...dengan membawa koolfever dan ubat....

i was so touch at that moment~
die juga la yg paksa sye minum air...die jugak la yg letak kain basah...

even at that time she having hard time~


the next sem...we become very close!
although after 4 month break.... we became BFF~

although she have her own room wth huda...but she spent most of the time in my room...
kami study bersama...makan bersama...tido pun sekatil, sebantal dan seselimut~

die masuk bilik die nk tukar baju jea!

too much memory we create at this time...

until the last day for that semester...she was leaving me that day...
tpi sye xsanggup nk tgok die pergi...


then sye keluar mase die tga tdo...
pagi tu hujan turun agak lebat...
i was on my way to klebang actually...
ble motor gerak jea...hujan pun turun....lebat.!!

selebat air mata sye~

ptg tu...ingatkn die dh balek....
masuk jea pintu besar tu...die peluk dr belakang sambil marah knpe tinggalkn die...

maafkan sye...sye xsanggup tgok awak pergi~

naek atas....pas mandi tgok lappy...die tinggal kn byk pesan n lappy punye wallpaper pun dh berubah~


the next sem...i was in semester5~

her roomate huda...moving out...n huda give me the room key~
huda pesan suh bg kat die...

the first day...jumpe jea....die suh tdo sebilik dgn die...

at that time...i was in dilemma~
my room at that time was my memory....syg kt bilik tu~

but then i decide to move to her room.
she was very happy n thats make me more happy!!

ktorg ubah suai bilik tu supaya 2 katil boleh rapat....

then katil ktorg jd besar!!!

sem ni jugak la byk bende ktorg jumpe n experience bersama....
die jumpe kekasih hati die....
sye pergi umah die dan jumpe family besar die...
die tlog sye buat persiapan pegi perth...
maen funfair sapay kosong wallet...
die hadiah kn jigsaw puzle...
maen kat TS....
die masuk kem komander....

during intersesi...

mase tu bulan puasa...

sye dtg awal ke melaka....
ktorg sahur dan berbuka bersama....
pertama kali berpuasa di melaka....

bile die study week...

sye kelam kabut cari tmpat burn cd...
nk bg hadiah sempena birthday die....brthday die hri raya pertama...
satu banda hilir dan hang tuah mall pusing....xde.
am so lucky to have classmate yg sudi membantu....

siap cd...kad pun siap....kad raya pun siap...
in return....die pun bg kad...our first raya celebration!!!


ble sem baru start....sye tga berpraktikal di perkeso melaka....
nanny2 kat umah dh xde...budak2 baru msuk...

sem ni plg mencabar bg sye...
sem ni sye hilang keluarga....
tpi sye xhilang kawan sye!

she was there when i having hard time...
she keep supporting n encouraging me...

i was being appointed as a leader in that house...
when the house in chaos....she help me...
die ajar sye...

mase ni jugak la kami maen kayak bersama....
that was the first n the last~

the rest of the sem...was awesome!!!

oh!!!ktorg pernah ke JB juge...
just the two of us....
ktorg sewa kete...n set the journey!!!!
mumule ke nusajaya....kat situ jumpe sera~
then ke larkin....tunjukkn die kampus uitm JB...
belanja murtabak JB yg besar gabak...
then cri hotel...
pegi CS....pasar karat...
the moment was wonderful!!!

the next day we visit legoland....punye parking~
pusing2 JB....
awesome!!!

eventhough dlm bulan 10,11 n awal dec she was bz with her soulmate n family...
she was never forget me...

until....the last 2 weeks...
we became extra close...

everythg was very smooth....we talk nicely...do many thing....
chatting...sleeping....eating...bathing....almost most of the time we were together~


4 january...

sye spent hri ni just for her...
chatting while waiting 4 london bus under the tree.... DP...JONKER....!

it was magnificient~


then 9 january dtg....

mak ngn ayah dh sapay melaka....tpi kami ke johor dlu...
dh lewat ptg baru sapay melaka....
then dorg spent satu mlm kt melak...
mase ni jumpe member2 perkeso kat heritage bazaar....

all of them when i introduce my parents....
will said...."ni adik ke" while appoint to her....

die lah kawan....die lah peneman...die lah "mak"....die lah kakak....die lah cikgu.....die lah advisor....
dielah adik....

then we were having dinner at duyong...

then 1 more nyte i able sleep besides her~


10 january 2013....genap 2 thun we know each other...

n the relationship is very strong n no joke...

walaupun saya berjaya tidak menangis di depan die....tapi sye kalah...
atas moto sye menangis...
kali ni xde air hujan menemani...

hanye beg yg die hadiahkn...baju yg beli bersama....dan kasut yg die pilihkan jd peneman....

masa sye dimelaka dh tamat....

saya sayang die...

sungguh die kawan yg baek...

die lah BFF terbaek sye...

die lah Siti Nurul Aqqilla Mohd Zainodin~

my roomate my bestfrenforever

20102010~

tarikh semalam....

dh jd sejarah dan memori....

hari yg 1000 tahun lg akan jmpe tpi tetap laen....sbb...laen la!!!
1000 thun lg dh jadi 30103010~

it was magnificient day!!!

the last day i practical in perkeso melaka...

the best presentation done by nurul....

the best farewell party done by perkeso...

i got many presents and wishes.....

awesome dinner with my nurul....

jackie chan movie was always incredible....

and absolutely awesome night we had together.....

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mybe dis is our last nyte we enjoy it together.....

we end the day at 3pm...on 21/12/2012......when the lights is off....

thanks for the diner...movie...ur time....accompany each other......the nyte....the hug.....

thanks be my friend~

mac -july 2012

sem 5...sem ketiga kat melaka...n last sem blaja kt kbm~

homai....the best time ever!!!

so much memories~~!!!
(crying while typing)

currently hri ni 16 july 2012...maseh lg dimelaka..

exam abes 14hb hri tu..

pi ni sume praktikal punye pasal...sbb xkonfirm tempat....tu yg maseh disini...keseorangan~

nurul???
die ade kem komander..dgn mira...

nannies???sume dh balek..
rasenye ni first time mention nannies kat blog...
akan diceritakan kemudian~

skrg xtau nk wat ape....

kepala otak penuh dgn muehlbauer...yayasan....praktikal...nurul....mak ngn ayah...awesome classmate....
(nanges lg)

td tgok balek post2 kt fb spjg sem ni....

too much story....too much emotion...too much loves~~!!!

rumah 48A pun berlainan sem ni dr sem2 lepas...

as well as my class n classmate....

oke...kne stop...

xboleh bercerite kalau hti n otak penuh dgn emosi...t jd laen citenye~

next entry oke~!!

hectic week

minggu2 yg sebuk dh mule....
skg ni pun patutnye tga buat slide tok presentation esok....

pi laen buatnye....

hehehee~


dalam sebok2 dgn hal akademik....saye xlupe juge hal2 sosial....


hal rumah tangga....

dn paling penting hal di bilik tidur~

bahahhaa!!!


bayangkn la....RM30 hanye untuk maen game kt jusco...
another 30 tok mkn sahaja....
tu blom campur maen bowling sapay 2 game~
then mlm2 lepak marina....
(naseb baek mlm td xikot idea gilo roomate nk g lepak marina kul 1 pagi)
then pagi2 joging kt klebang....
xsapay sebulan kt sini..ade la dlm 3 movie dh ditonton...

ha....tu belom kire perbelanjaan sampingan...

ble dh kua tu minyak moto la...
eskem la...
roti la...
air mineral la...(kalau dh g toilet mesti nk minum air kosong)
duet parking la....(even RM1!)

sye enjoy but not forgetting my study....

semua bende nk buat...
kalau sembang lak....
rase mcm dh xde esok...kemaen byk topik nk sembang...
kalau ngn roomate lg la...
asek kne gigit ngn die jea...

penah skali tu...
die gigit kt tgan...sapay lebam woo~!
pastu ade insiden dlm wayang....
die g gigit BCG sye!!

SIEZLY sgt saket.....
then nmpk die nges...
well...mmg saket...pi xamek hti pun...
name pun gurau....
hehehee....

yg pasal akademik lak....
minggu ni jea 3 presentation...2 dh lepas...1 g esok...
next wik pun ade...
tu blom campur ngn asgmt....
oh....enjoynye sye buat semua keje~

buku???
byk beli kt org...xgune vaucer...
skg dh 29hb mac....tpi semua vaucher maseh blom digunekn....

hehehehehe....

dun worry....sye akan belanjekn nye sabtu ni...
ade member bgtau MPH baru dh bukak kt MYDIN ayer keroh...
mmg kesane la kami sabtu ni!!!!
hahahahaa~~~!!!

sgt2 berharap ade buku "misteri firaun" disane....
smlm jumpe kt tesco....pi xleh gune vaucher...
then cash xckup....
then tgok jea...xdpt nk beli....
huhuhuhu...


in all that....
xpenah lupe ulang tahun nenek....
dh genap setahun nenek pegi...
last wednesday...(smlm la~)
kalau tahun islam...isnin lepas~


my hectic week is not ended yet~

EQ

sye perlu mmperbaiki EQ saye....
hahaha....
ni ayat org yg baru fham ape tu EQ~

jp2...nk google~

hmm....pas bace kt wiki sgt xfham....
but thru this...fham la sikit~
sini sini!!!

untuk rujukan tmbhan....kat sini juge!!! 


hmm.....sejak 2-3 minggu ni....dh mcm xbole kawal dri~
slalu nk marah...skg dh kuat nk nyentap...

tu satu hal...pastu kalau over xcted sgt sapay bole mndtgkn kecederaan...

penah satu mlm tu...terpukul nurul dgn sgt kuat...

sye xsengaja...btol!!!

sye sendiri xsedar ble mase tgan ni mmberikn momentum yg byk sehingga mmberi kesaketan kpd bahu beliau~
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ikot kate help guide kt atas tu....EQ ni ade 4...

self awareness,self mgt,social awareness n r/ship mgt~

oh...rsenye seperti sye dh hilang kuasa atas ke4-4 perkara tersebut~
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tdi terselak buku kalendar...dlm tu ade la nota2~

ade satu nota tu gtau...kebaikan susu kambing!

tetbe teringat...mak penah bg rse susu kambing....
rase die jgn ditanye...rase kambing la...

pi pas bce nota tu baru tau nape mak kate susu kambing bagus~

even Rasulullah (S.A.W) pun mengembala dn minum susu kambing~

susu kambing ni byk khasiat...salah satunye...

meningkatkn EQ sbb susu kambing akan mmbantu fungsi otak n proses ingatan~

selaen itu susu kambing bole menguatkn belakang( tulang la kot maksudnye)....
mmperbaiki penglihatan dn mghindar penyakit lupa~
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woah!!!!nape sume penyakit tu ade kt sye???
fyie seorg yg pelupe...rabun juge....slalu saket pinggang....
malah skrg ade masalah ngn EQ....

hehheheee....

pasni nk cari susu kambing la~~~

small reunion~

dis week was osem!!!

kames dh gerak g pj...pi sgah umah tok uda...pastu tros gerak gombak~

pastu tros maju ke batu cave...repair kete~

pastu baru balek umah opah...

sabtu...kua ngn kawan2 lame...

oh!!!

bestnye dpt jumpe ana!!!!

ade si doreh..si kemot...si lilieal~

tpi kne bersurai awal...atas sbb2 tertentu~
hehehee...


time kaseh byk2 kt ana sbb belanje te mc chicken...

xtra sdap McD mse tu~

kalau sume member B101 kolej siswi uitmjb 2006-2008 dpt join...

mesti lagi meriah!!!

looking forward 4 the next meeting~

susah susah

susah nk ckap kalau family sendiri lebih ske dga nasehat org luar dr family sendiri...

family sendiri bukannye ckap2 kosong...

ingat family sendiri xtau ape2 ke...?
ingat family sendiri xde pengetahuan....?
ingat family sendiri xpenah alami bende yg same....?
ingat family sendiri xde pengalaman...?

hmmm...

its ur choice....
its ur money...
its ur opinion...

sape la kami ni....
family jea....

xmcm org luar tu....
dorg lg 'advance'

(yeah....'advance' la sgt)

penah dga x...
dlm mengumpul idea n pendapat...

semua idea yg members bg xbole reject...
although it is ridiculous~

ni blom ape2...dh wt muka xnk dga....

kot ye pun jgn la tunjuk sgt...

kecik hti org tau~~!

well....up to u....

its ur family...
ur choice...
ur future~


malas layan!!!

kerinduan~

2-3 hri lepas....ade member hilang sorg kawan die...
die sgt sedih...kawan2 sume bg die semangat....

sye fham ape yg die lalui...
sbb sye penah laluinye~

slps die meluahkn rse sedih die...
sye trut bersedih...
sbb teringat kn beliau...

(hehehe...ayat skema ni!!!mood laen mcm mlm ni....skema!)

he's been very nice to me...
too nice~

that is y i cant get rid of him out of my mind...
although not all the time i remembered him...

u really go n left nothg for me...
xcept our moment~

but i will never forget him....
cuz we will never see each other again...
bcoz u so far away...

when i suddenly remembered u....
i gave u my doa...
that's the only thing i can do~
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i juz hope i will never forget how nice u r to me...
i juz hope i will never forget how beautiful u r...
i juz hope i will never forget how u treat me...
i juz hope i will never forget how u call me....


i juz hope one day...i can meet someone like u~
i will find someone like u....
cuz u really go with my love....


i will never ever forget u~~
only Allah can erase u from my mind...

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2-3 hri ni...
awk sentiase sye igt...

setiap kali sye duduk diam...
setiap kali sye sesorg...
setiap kali sye rse sunyi....
setiap kali sye bce somthg sedih...

sye ingat awak...

thx 4 loving me all this time~

(sigh)


tonyte...
i keep repeating the same song...


sye hrap...
sye xakan igt awk selalu....
ttpi awk sentiase ade dlm ingatan~

serabut~

skg ni tga serabut gle...

mne nk cekau 3ribu??
nk wt bajet g aussie....

academic trip~

hmm...

sepupu2 sempat gurau...
'kalau dlu mse sek pegi rombongan yurannye puluh2 jea...skg dh maen ribu2!'

hehehee....btol juge ape yg dikata...

pi kalau xpegi...cm rugi...

kalau pegi mne dtg duet??

perlukah buat loan???

perlukah pecahkn tabung???

atau rompak bank???ehh...jahat sgt tu~


hmmmmmm...........